Lucidity - Changed

Everybody expects, I know they think of me less
Write some more to get checks, rapping only bring stress
I showed my heart to my ex, she pulled it out of my chest
Crashing down, I'm a mess
I like it though to confess
I think I wanna make a million but I don't even got seven friends
People fake like chameleons, they changed I won't let 'em in
They all want me to fall, but I say fuck 'em all
They all want me to fall, but thеy don't know I evolve

Yeah
Causе I feel it sometimes when I'm like this
I got too much on my mind, so I write this
They will never understand what my life is
My heart is as cold as the ice is
My word for these women is bitches
They tell me that I should be different
But fuck it, I know that I’m gifted
When people would talk, I would listen
I changed that shit up did it real quick
Now I put my trust in the vision
And love is just deep in the distance
Sometimes, on occassion, I miss it
But fate has been callin’ my name
I’m done being stuck in this place
Only once I been outta state
Used to wish they would love me with fame
Cause I thought it would numb all the pain
But I’ve seen enough to explain
When I make it, it won’t be the same
Old girl, she been sayin I changed
Only thing that we both can agree
Near the end, couldn’t look at her face
Been worried 'bout what she would see
Now I wear it all right on my sleeve
If you don’t like me, you can leave
Attention, that’s shit I don’t need
In the end, I still break and I bleed
Your limit is what you believe
And lately I’m feelin myself
My mind is just focus and wealth
Don’t want nothing else

Everybody expects, I know they think of me less
Write some more to get checks, rapping only bring stress
I showed my heart to my ex, she pulled it out of my chest
Crashing down, I'm a mess
I like it though to confess
I think I wanna make a million but I don't even got seven friends
People fake like chameleons, they changed I won't let 'em in
They all want me to fall, but I say fuck 'em all
They all want me to fall, but they don't know I evolve

What’s life when you take another flight?
What’s time when you spend it on the rise?
What’s “us” when I say you ain’t mine?
Why the fuck did she stay by my side?
I’m distant and twenty degrees
I dipped when she needed me most
Still saying she’s the one to leave
I wanna stop saving receipts
Have a whip that got leather for seats
I like it when money increase
But the price that I pay isn’t cheap
Most people I know, they been broke
But I won’t be actin' the same
Become like the people you know
Life and death if I can’t get away
I know that I got what it takes
Cut all my ties I’m escapin' the fakes
Gold on my teeth like this shit is a race
All that I need is to pick up the pace
But still if I find an escape
I know it means that I won’t see your face
We got a bond that I never could break
No matter how much I change

I changed a lot
Mostly think about the things I’m not
I sure changed
Wedding ring to let it be