Lucidity - So Alone

Feel so alone
Demons they have me and they won't let go
I feel so alone
I feel so alone
Never been this way
Barely fuckin' breathin' 'cause I'm drowning in the wave

Never been this way
Barely fuckin' breathin' cause I’m drowning in the waves
Wishin' I could see you, wishin' everything could change
I stumble and I’m fallin', I been callin' out your name
I block you on the gram, 'cause I couldn’t stay off
Lookin' at my hands, like why the fuck you gone?
Why are we the damned? Maybe doing somethin' wrong
Everything is ruined, I can’t take another loss, I been talkin' to the
Voices in my skull and they screamin' at me
I’m just hopin' that you know what you mean to me
See me walkin' in the snow, what’s spring to me?
I don’t wanna be alone, take a piece of me
There ain’t shit inside my chest, I been lifeless
Don’t know how to feel, never wanted someone like this
See you in my dreams, only wishin' I could fight this
Runnin' out of time, they don’t know that I’m a flight risk
Yeah

I feel so alone
I wish that I knew why you're letting me go
I feel so alone
These demons, they chase me, they won't let me go
You were the one that I love
Now when I call you, you never pick up
Maybe you playin' for fun
Maybe I'm never enough, no
I feel so alone
I wish that I knew why you're letting me go
I feel so alone
These demons, they chase me, they won't let me go
You were the one that I love
Now when I call you, you never pick up
Maybe you playin' for fun
Maybe I'm never enough, no

I don’t think that I can manage
'Cause I’m livin' in the dark with my sadness
Every day I see a little less passion
Got scars, but I’m seein' 'em as scratches
Doin' anything, just so I could feel somethin'
Give you anything, you know I would kill someone
You know that it’s real, hopin' maybe that you feel like
I’m the one you wanna fall asleep with, cold nights, holdin' me
Closer than you ever held someone
Say you movin' on, so I pull the fuckin' gun up
Blood stain splatter on the pillow and my sheets
Couldn’t take missing out the person that I need
I wrote a hundred notes, but I keep em in the chest
And I said I wanna go, but not somethin' that I meant
And I’m searchin for my soul, but I’m runnin' out of time
Should've told you that you everything
I want you in my life, so I fight now

I feel so alone
I wish that I knew why you're letting me go
I feel so alone
These demons, they chase me, they won't let me go
You were the one that I love
Now when I call you, you never pick up
Maybe you playin' for fun
Maybe I'm never enough, no
I feel so alone
I wish that I knew why you're letting me go
I feel so alone
These demons, they chase me, they won't let me go
You were the one that I love
Now when I call you, you never pick up
Maybe you playin' for fun
Maybe I'm never enough, no

I could never let you go in a thousand
I could see you in a room when it’s crowded
Last talk, what I said wasn’t my proudest
I’d be lying if I told you that I doubt this
Wanna take you to my place, we can try again
Lost faith when I'm seeing what's up against
I’m okay, but I’m hopin' that you don’t forget
You don’t love me, you can lie, we can play pretend
You don't love me, you can lie
You don't love me, you can lie
You don’t love me, you can lie, we can play pretend
We can, we can, we can play pretend
You don’t love me, you can lie, we can play pretend